It's too damn hot. If it's not one thing it's another. Trying to get things done but with just one hand is pretty much difficult. Even though I am a lefty, I use my right hand more than my left. So when it becomes so muggy and hot my right hand just stops being useful. Which is very frustrating. I can't cook b/c I either can't hold the pot and stir it, or I can't hold the cookie sheet long enough to toss it into the oven. Frustrating when it comes to painting, can't hold the paint pot in my right, so I tried to use the table as my base and almost knocked the paints off onto the floor. It's like having a wacky wavy inflatable arm. Since I couldn't paint I tried to hold the cross stitch hoop, yeah that lasted about four seconds. Seriously, I hate tendentious. The doc did warn me that it would only get worse as I grew older and no amount of physical therapy would help in the long run. Even though I still do all the little work outs, it helps ease the pain, but not all the time. Like this past week.
So besides all that I have tried to give my knowledge a boost, and I have yet to hear back from them. Which is kinda upsetting. It always brings me back to this cycle of what the? You need money to go to college ---> You need good job to support yourself and pay for college ---> you need certs/degrees to get the good job ---> back to start. Yeah there is financial aid out there, but not everyone qualifies for it. Esp when you don't have job, back to the cycle. Yeah I even tried co-signers. No luck. Even if I get a job at McDonalds I do not think I will get enough to live on, and go back to college, unless I can get FA. I really need that FA to get there. I know there are lots of ways to get FA I tried a good chunk of them. The others I can try for are pretty much out in left field and will need a snowball chance in hell to work. But I will try them. Finger crossed, let's hope I can get something. I need these certs so I can get a good job where I am needed.
Playing: Saints Row the Third and Fourth
Listening to: Nothing b/c it's so brutal
Reading: Eye of the World by Robert Jordan the first book in the Wheel of Time series still b/c everyone has to talk to me when ever I am reading it. Doesn't matter who, or how, it's every damn time. I get two sentences in then BAM! Suddenly I am visible to all.
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